Day 4 - Something For Which I Have To Forgive Someone

As I said on Day 22 (Someone To Whom I Want To Give A Second Chance) of the last blog challenge, I'm not one to hold on to grudges. I forgive people very easily. There are a few people that could fit in here though.

My brother: This happened such a very long time ago and I think I've forgiven him. I sure don't hold it against him or anything but it annoys me when I remember that he read my diary in 2005 (I guess). He did it on purpose and started taunting me and stuff and I was sooooo mad (you can't even imagine) and he sent a whole bunch of people to apologize to me, which annoyed me more. I burnt the diary at last but those were my thoughts. You'll probably say, that's why I shouldn't keep a diary or something but I've been faithfully keeping a diary/journal since 2006 till date.

My sister: These were more recent actually. It happened more than once. I don't want to put all those things out here. These incidents hurt me, and on one vivid occasion, made me cry. I accept the fact that all that is behind now and I've forgiven her but I've definitely not forgotten. One day she said something about how there's nothing I can do about all those things anymore. The way she said it without emotion and tried to trivialize something I felt strongly about, my emotions, really set me off. I did nothing except tell her to shut her mouth because at that moment, I did not feel like talking with her or hearing her voice.

That's about it. Maybe I'm wrong but its not like I'm intentionally holding on to the memories. I think I've pretty much forgiven them; I've just not forgotten.