I HATE GOODBYES simply because I never truly say goodbye. Sometimes I feel like I hold on to people too much but I just can't let go of the people who once meant something to me. Once a friend, always a friend.
Don't get it twisted though, I'm definitely not close to all the people I've truly cared about but when I remember how we used to be, it brings tears to my eyes and makes me smile, as my heart wishes for those kind of moments with those people.
Right now, I still care about my friends back home, I can't talk to them as often but I still deeply, very deeply, care. Its too hard for me to really not stay attached to people. I hope this is a good trait but most times it brings pain with it.
Taylor Swift's Stay Beautiful really describes how I feel about every single friend I've ever truly loved and cared about (and I definitely still do). " ... And when you find every thing you've looked for, I hope your life leads you back to my front door" it breaks my heart to say this, but I have to face the fact that some people are not meant to be in your life forever and I can't hold on to everybody so "But if it don't, just stay beautiful."
(My ex-school father inspired this piece tonight. Thank God for Facebook. I've definitely missed him in many ways. He made me smile tonight =])
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